I know they are out there – I believe they are out there – I’ve been told they are out there.  Are they out there? Where have all the good men gone?  Why am I still single after all I am gorgeous, intelligent, fun, creative I can cook, keep a good home and I know how to have a good time.

Why is it I always seem to meet silly men who act as if they are doing me a favour? Am I too fussy? I have always contended that THE SEXIEST PART OF A MAN IS HIS BRAIN.  Have you have had BRAIN SEX?  That is an intellectual conversation or perhaps a fun conversation – but intelligent - thought provoking – challenging.

I still have hope and I am surrounded by good friends both male and female.  They are supportive, intelligent, fun, generous, creative and courageous.  There are times when I a sit alone on the quiet and for a moment wish I could share this stillness, this silence, this peace, my world with that special someone.  And in those quiet reflective times I sometimes I find myself asking – where have all the good men gone?

Lauretta x

I wrote to the college and told them that I would like to complete my course – I’ll have to wait and see what happens.  I also went to see a solicitor a specialist who deals with education issues we shall see what happens next.  I received a phone call from my ex-university lecturer he is a very thoughtful and positive man.  We spoke about organisations and the anxiety they can project upon you.  Like many others he suggested I consider transferring.  I think he is right but I am tired of running when there is a problem – when the problem is not my doing.  There comes a point however where the towel must be thrown.  Right now I am in the flow of positivity so many good things are happening and this is the thorn in my side that may turn into a branch if I let it.   I guess it is time to make a decision and stick to it.  Should I stay or Should I go?

Lauretta

Sleepless in Seattle is just starting on TV – I love that film – blogg you later

Lauretta