I just can’t seem to keep up with everything. Being on the internet full time means I am never away from my computer and I question sometimes whether I should just go get myself a job, work for a few hours, come home and watch TV before doing it all again.  But then I know I could never live with that for too long.

11 years of being self employed and always having to go out there and find my salary rather than just having it appear in my personal account is beginning to really get to me. Even on the internet there is still a need to find people to buy your product, take up your service, sign up for your newsletter.

It’s just constant and non stop! I’ve given up on the rich man who’s going to rescue me and know that I truly am the only one who is going to make this work but I really am very tired…..